Yup, I have quite a busy day today. I have to write a college essay with my tutor today. That's gonna be frustrating, because I suck ass at putting myself on paper. Thankfully it's only a rough draft.

Also, I get to see my therapist! I'll have good things to say, I guess. Well, good and bad. I'm still hearing things, but not nearly as much as I used to. Though the week's been alright. Chilled with some great people, studied the things I like, etc. The studying (å studere) of Norwegian really makes me happy. I plan on translating my entire story in Norwegian, haha.

Alene i han mørktekaldrom Justin sitter. Sitte på han seng, han hode i han hånder; en enkelt slite ruller ned han frekkhet. "Hva?", han stammer å han selv, tilsynelatende i total fortvilelse. "Hva gjøre ikke hvem som helst lik jeg?" Han tørker han nese.

Current Location: House.
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Wiiiild Bill

Min Gud...

I saw my physical therapist today, she says my shoulder's making great progress. I can now lift my arms with minimal pain (a "two" I called it). I always love this physical therapy deal because I get to have COFFEE afterwards. Mocha caramel. The best. And I JUST saw my tutor and we talked about careers and my college essay. Fun stuff, but not really.

Oh, today I tried that Wendy's Jalapeno Cheddar Double Melt. Messiest sandwich ever, I swear to God. I give it two out of five "munches". Cheese and peppers and bacon went everywhere with each bite. If you like frustrating sandwiches, this is for you.



Yum, huh? Yeah, if you wanna wear it.

My room looks fantastic. It has Christmas lights and all. I'm so festive! Hehe! Ugh, anyway... I've been really bored lately. My Norwegian is getting better. Jeg få å lære. Muahaha.

Peace out for now.

Current Location: On my oscillating chair.
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: The Pot - Tool

I decided to get back into this thing. Due to my lack of friends I have nobody to vent to (plus I don't want to be that annoying bitchy guy), so I pretty much need this.

So, Libby's not allowed to see me. This sucks. When I heard that news I felt my heart rip out of my chest a little. Though she said we'd be able to start seeing each other again in a couple of weeks, so that made me feel much better.

Studying is really fun. I don't see why not many people do it on their spare time. I just love learning things. It's been paying off because I've actually been pretty smart lately, and my mom never ceases to joke about it. But speaking of that, I've finally decided upon my future career. I'm going to be a Nordic Linguist. I looked up the American Translators Association (http://www.atanet.org/) and was shocked to see that a Nordic Division existed; exactly where my expertise is. That would mean the folks under the division must get enough work to even justify the division. That makes me happy.

AND speaking of that, I'm sure most of you know but I'm saying it anyway. I've been studying Norwegian during all of my spare time. I've been making a lot of progress, I think. I bunch of people have told me that I'd make an excellent linguist because of my love of languages, and my tutor suggested I research a foreign language. Norwegian is in my blood so I chose that. I'm lucky that there's a career out there I can have to make this education useful.

I saw my pdoc yesterday. He apologized for heavily medicating me weeks ago. Now I'm on Abilify and Effexor, so basically my depression, anxiety, and psychosis are supposed to go kaput. So far so good, I'll say. Depression: none. Anxiety: still there but I'll give it time. Psychosis: greatly improved from before, so I'm happy.

I've kind of shut myself off from a lot of my friends. I don't need them. I was happiest when I had none. I know it's sad, but that's just how I'm wired. Ah well, I'm destined to lead a sad life.

'Til next time, kids.

Current Location: My room.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Shoe infomercial.